I am broke.
Not in the sense that I’m on my last dime and on my way to the poor house, just in the sense that I don’t have any cash to spare. Which leads me to this dilemma: Two of my friends are having birthdays in the month of November, as well as my own, one after another.
Now, they’ve invited me out to theirs and I already agreed to go, but the more I think of it, the more money I’ll be spending that I don’t have. I’m trying to save for a house, and for my future. Every time I go out it gets wasted. I love all my friends, but of course, some are closer than others, that’s just a fact of life. So I have a tough choice to make, and I have to choose which friends I can actually spend that effort on. After reading what I just wrote, it sounds really cool, but if I can’t make these hard choices, then I’m going to be in a constant state of broke ass.
So the choice is, I can’t go to any of these parties. I’m gonna have to bail. I hate bailing. They’re cool people, but I hope they understand. Plus, 3 weekends of boozing in one month is way too much for me. I used to think that that’s normal, but I’m really changing my mind on that. Last night boozers just destroy you. You feel terrible the next day (or two), it’s completely unhealthy and it really screws with your mind and body.
I need to put my foot down, and take care of myself properly. Physically and financially.
On that note, I invited people out to my birthday, but if any of them can’t make it, I’ll understand. Also, I only invited out those I consider close friends, not everyone and their homey. (Well, I did invite someone I knew many many many years ago, so she doesn’t count yet, but she’s cool.)
So maybe I’m turning into as asshole as I get older, or maybe just sensible. You can decide!
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